February 2012
I can keep going because I’m not going to be upset over something I have no control over.
4:30 in the morning
meeting up with nick to bust a mission for fun.:]
Let's sext.
“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung...”
– C.S. Lewis (via black-wolves)
“Who cares” sounds like “hookers” with an accent o.O
I’m not suicidal, but sometimes I
contemplate how I would do it. I think I’d take a bunch of pills and go to sleep. That way it wouldn’t be hard to just swallow pills, and if I’m rushed to the emergency room fast enough I might still have a chance to be saved. Sometimes it’s comforting to think that there’s always a way out. So, in the words of Chuck...
You know you were the world to me? How do you walk away from someone that meant everything to you? What I don’t understand is how you have the strength to not talk to me? How can you wake up everyday and pretend like we never happened? My way of dealing with pain, is to pretend like it never happened. But, even so, I can’t pretend like we never happened. You were the first person I let...
I am most def throwing a fit right now. My throat hurts like fucking crazy, I hate being sick, I’m fucking cold, I have so much homework FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. I was to stomp my feet and throw shit and be immature. My friend steven from elementary school passed away yesterday. Why can’t shit just be good for a little while? -_-
I’m reading through our old conversations. And I’m crying cause I miss you. I miss the “I love you’s” and the “I can’t imagine myself with anyone else’s”, at the same time I see all the little things that pissed me off about you. How you are un-compassionate, how you take everything up the ass, how you hold on to your anger and love to bitch....
