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“The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.” -Chuck Palahniuk

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    1. You know you were the world to me? How do you walk away from someone that meant everything to you? What I don’t understand is how you have the strength to not talk to me? How can you wake up everyday and pretend like we never happened? My way of dealing with pain, is to pretend like it never happened. But, even so, I can’t pretend like we never happened. You were the first person I let into my life and disclosed everything to. I had no barriers, no walls, nothing. You were the one person that I let become a part of me. And one day, just because times got tough you gave up? How could you just give up on everything we had? And my friends say things like “you could do better” or “dude, he wasn’t that great in the first place”, “he was fucked up”. None of that brings any consolation to me. I can’t do better if every time I come home from a date I’m thinking about you or dates we had. I don’t have the strength not to look at your facebook, or check if you’re on ichat even though every time I do I just get more disappointed. You weren’t just someone I loved, you were a part of me. I felt like your family had adopted me, I loved not just you, but your mom, your sister, your dad, even your fucking cat. And suddenly one day you just decide okay, I’m done loving you. I’m done supporting you. I’m done kissing you and hugging you and calling you sweet names and telling you about my day or stupid random things that happened. I’m done because things got tough. I wonder if you ever actually loved me, because I sure as hell would have never left you just because it was hard. You stick through the bad times so you could enjoy the good ones.

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